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Lately...

          I've been awfully lost in emotion and reality. What should I do? Which is which and why must it be so hard? Or am I only making it hard? Maybe it's oh, so clear but I'm to blind or just to freakin' stupid to see it.

          Saturday I saw Lovedrug, Sparta, and Straylight Run play. The first two were good. Straylight Run made me feel something though. I mean they actually made me feel alive which I rarely feel. They woke up my soul. I have only known two things to do that and that is God and music. They were amazing. I can't explain the feeling but they were stunning. I hope to see them every time they come to town...

          Amie left for Mexico early Monday morning. She'll be gone for two weeks. She's not supposed to be allowed to call or anything. I love her. I miss her. I hate being patient. I miss her. I like the fact that I miss her. I love her. I've been bored without her too.

          Work sucks.

                                                                                            Love,
                                                                                         Derek C. Mecke

Current Location:	Home
Current Mood:	here
Current Music:	Straylight Run

Derek Mecke
"Kareful, I Kill Back"

Stand up, not in my way
Put the gun the down
It's such a cowardly way to take me out
You always swore you were so strong
So let's see your strength now take me down
Kareful though I have to tell you
Kareful now cos I'll kill you back
There's your warning I was on the edge
There's your inevitable trigger pull
I swear on the bullet entering my chest I'll be back for you
As cliche as it sounds
I'm as cliche as they come
But my grave will give me up
And you'll never see me coming but you can bet it's me
I'm the thing you thought you saw move in the shadow
The choking feeling you have in your sleep
The greatest fear you can fathom or begin to imagine
The dark part of your heart that eats away at your happiness.

Current Location:	Home
Current Mood:	contemplative
Current Music:	Straylight Run