urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:killyouback The Tension & The Terror killyouback 2007-06-27T06:23:52Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:killyouback:931 2007-06-27T06:23:01Z 2007-06-27T06:23:52Z Straylight Run <p align="left">Lately...</p><p dir="ltr" style="MARGIN-RIGHT: 0px" align="left">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; I've been awfully lost in emotion and reality. What should I do? Which is which and why must it be so hard? Or am I only making it hard? Maybe it's oh, so clear but I'm to blind or just to freakin' stupid to see it.</p><p dir="ltr" align="left">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; Saturday I saw Lovedrug, Sparta, and Straylight Run play. The first two were good. Straylight Run made me feel something though. I mean they actually made me feel alive which I rarely feel. They woke up my soul. I have only known two things to do that and that is God and music. They were amazing. I can't explain the feeling but they were stunning. I hope to see them every time they come to town...</p><p>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; Amie left for Mexico early Monday morning. She'll be gone for two weeks. She's not supposed to be allowed to call or anything. I love her. I miss her. I hate being patient. I miss her. I like the fact that I miss her. I love her. I've been bored without her too.<br /><br />&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; Work sucks.<br /><br />&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; Love,<br />&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; Derek C. Mecke</p> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:killyouback:640 2007-06-27T06:14:10Z 2007-06-27T06:16:59Z Straylight Run <p align="center"><strong>Derek Mecke<br />"Kareful, I Kill Back"</strong></p><p align="left">Stand up, not in my way<br />Put the gun the down<br />It's such a cowardly way to take me out<br />You always swore you were so strong<br />So let's see your strength now take me down<br />Kareful though I have to tell you<br />Kareful now cos I'll kill you back<br />There's your warning I was on the edge<br />There's your inevitable trigger pull<br />I swear on the bullet entering my chest I'll be back for you<br />As cliche as it sounds<br />I'm as cliche as they come<br />But my grave will give me up<br />And you'll never see me coming but you can bet it's me<br />I'm the thing you thought you saw move in the shadow<br />The choking feeling you have in your sleep<br />The greatest fear you can fathom or begin to imagine<br />The dark part of your heart that eats away at your happiness.<br /></p>